welcome to my life

 Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just dont belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room with the radio on turned up so loud no one hears you screamin
No you don't know what's it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the egde of breaking down
When no ones ther to save you
Well you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more before you're life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around With the big fake smiles and stupid lies,
When deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
when nothing feels alright
no you don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the egde of breaking down
When no ones there to save you
Well you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied sraight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everyone always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the egde of breaking down
When no ones there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the egde of breaking down
When no ones there to save you
Well you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Simple plan-welcome to my life....Tau ga? Aku suka banget sama lagu ini..pas banget gambarin aku...pas lagi marah, pas lagi jengkel kayake pas deh kalau nyanyi lagu ini..lagu ini adalah aku banget..

kenapa? Karena tak ada yang tau aku selain aku sendiri...Mungkin diluar aku terlihat senyum-senyum terus...kelihatan happy...hmm..ya....sesungguhnya aku gak bisa kalau gak bahagia, jadi bagaimana caranya aku harus bahagia. Kau tau gimana cara aku bahagia? Banyak hal...sebenarnya tapi yang paling simple adalah tersenyumm..;) 

Coba deh buktikan, kalau senyumanmu yang kau berikan itu akan menghasilkan senyuman juga...jadi seneng aja liat orang yang senyum..gara-gara aku senyumm....senyum is the best...tapi mungkin aku terlalu lebay kali ya..sampai temen-temen kosku..suka ngatain aku aneh gara-gara aku cuma punya satu ekspresi...yaitu senyum atau ketawa atau ekspresi yang identik dengan bahagia....meskipun dalam keadaan yang seharusnya tidak diekspresikan demikian..

hmm..tapi kalau aku sekalinya udah galau (ciaahh galau) maksudnya udah mpet banget lagi bete gak bisa nahan aku juga bisa kok nangis...sedih...gitu..tapi kan aku jarang memunculkan yang sebenar-benarnya dideppan yang lain..meskipun sekali dua kali tiga kali dan seterusnya gak sengaja berperilaku aneh...saat lagi "gak beres"..hahah..kayake gak beres terus deh..hehehe...dan satu lagi..kenapa aku suka senyum..

Jika kamu tidak mengenalku, pastilah akan mengira aku ini pendiam sekali...untuk kesan pertama mengenalku..tapi sesungguhnya setelah kau kenal aku..pastilah pandanganmu tentang aku itu berubah....*sensor*

ah males deh kebanyakan ngomongin diri sendiri..hohhoho..
Cuma pesen,..senyum itu gak bikin rugi kok...dan galau itu perlu...biar kita tau bagaimana rasanya bahagia..:)