Shameful note_foolish note

I just wanna lock myself in my room. I don't wanna meet anyone. You think I might be selfish. I think so. I don't know what happen, but it has just happened. I am affraid it's sign I lose hope. Lose hope for what? I don't have any hope anymore. Oh, I may have lost hope for long time ago, but I;ve just realized.

Sometime, I think, people need have the whole time for themselves. But, the time si too short and too presticious to waste. I know the duty is many more than the time itself. I know, and I realize it.

this is foolish note. I just wanna write it. I don't hope you to read it. This is really just kind of trush.